The protagonist’s wife dies in an accident however once he finally return to teach he finds that she has returned to him as a student. The protagonist is haunted by various painful reminiscences. As grief takes you out of this moment and reduces your concentration.
Don’t expect too much of yourself. As everybody knows, memories get worse as time goes on however the memories that suspend heaviest are the best to recall. They hold in their creases the power to vary one’s life, organically, forever. Even once you shake them out, they have left permanent wrinkles within the material of your soul.
Sometimes the past may be painful and choked with terrible things. Some painful memories take time to heal. Thus concentrate on healing and your future, as a result of you will positively have and merit a decent one, even as very much like anyone else.